A pill that is part anti-depressant, part hallucinogen and a whole lotta happy. Kind of like that drug Gleemonex from the movie Brain Candy the slogan was "Gleemonex makes it feel like it seventy-two degrees in your head... all... the... time!" Its days like today that make me want the world to appear as if there were only about 1/13th of the people in it. I want to take a train to work and always get a seat and not have someone sit right next to me. I don't need that person who hasn't showered in days to rub up on me or that other person to shove their New York Times paper in my face. I don't need those annoying teens talking about how they hate that one girl in school because she is such a hoe or the babies crying because their parents feed them soda and potato chips for breakfast. I don't need that woman that kept giving me dirty looks because I slightly brushed up against her arm because I was sitting next to her. She then BTW got on the phone and spoke very loudly as if she were home alone and not on a crowded bus (don't you hate that).
What I am really saying is that I had a shitty commute to work today and it got me all steamed up. I hardly have any work to do and the back pain that I have been having for the past two weeks is going away on the same day I have a doctor's appointment. It's starting to be that kind of day and I don't want it to be. But now that I have had 4 hours to recoup from my commute I am starting to look on the brighter side of things. I am knitting tonight (Pony you should really learn it's fun) and I have off tomorrow. I have a scheduled appointment for a much-needed haircut and I just might treat myself to a pedicure and manicure. I spent last night doing some online shopping (you know when you are so nice to buy something for someone you end up buying stuff for yourself) and I joined the Supersuckers fan club. Yes that may seem a little dorky but hey I get some cool fan club only CD's out of it and some cool other stuff I might not know about yet. Besides they are the GREATEST Rock 'n Roll band in the world!
Oh and two days in a row now I have seen two different homeless men that both smell like Doritos. Ok the one sleeping on the train I am assuming was homeless but hey he may have just been super tired form working all day at the Doritos' plant cause he stunk up the whole car like them nacho chips. I don't think I will be able to eat Doritos again. Well maybe I'll just stick to the cool ranch ones.