I am really not sure what to say. I wanted to write about work and gripe a little bit but it is really not worth it anymore. How many stages of grieving are there? 7? Here is the list I found online.
1. SHOCK & DENIAL
2. PAIN & GUILT
3. ANGER & BARGAINING
4. "DEPRESSION", REFLECTION, LONELINESS
5. THE UPWARD TURN
6. RECONSTRUCTION & WORKING THROUGH
7. ACCEPTANCE & HOPE
I might be in the middle of 3 & 4 sprinkled with a bit of 1. I need to get to 7 QUCIK! I have 10 more days in this office then I have a week where I go to Dallas to train my replacements some more. Hopefully I’ll get to go to a Stars game while I am there.
So despite all this despair bubbling over my head I do have some good things happening. I am taking a class so being in school again is fun! I went to see Frightened Rabbit last night which is ALWAYS fun. I am happy for the wonderful people at HappyRobot who put a smile on my face when I am down. OH and that is double special for Sunshine Jen who is friggin AWESOME for sending me not only the Joe Dolan collection but also my new favorite Scottish band GLASVEGAS. If you haven’t heard of them you should because if it isn’t Scottish it’s CRAP! (also The Twilight Sad – another good Scottish band – these guys have been helping me through #4 especially.)
