I'm at school and its early for me and I don't really know why I'm writing you because I don't really have anything to say and Matt's probably driving up here today and I had bad dreams this weekend plus an episode with Kelly where she didn't mean any harm but I had to ask her to please not talk about that particular time in my life anymore in that it just makes me really irrationally upset for no reason but certainly does serve as a major buzzkill at 3 in the morning but it was too late; the buzz was killed all for nothing too but some memories that leave a bad taste in my mouth and crawl off into my dreams and make me wake up and hesitantly write funny (funny peculiar not funny ha-ha) emails to you just so I can touch base because I'll feel somehow completely lost if I don't at least touch base and not really say anything because, let's be honest, what am I really gonna say?