I guess it's like drinking, but there are just days that seem so barren and inspire so much nihilism that all I can think of to do is go out there and sleep with someone else's girlfriend. I'd like to think that I've grown as a person and found healthier ways to deal with my own emptiness. Then I look deep into my own heart and realize that... no, I haven't. I just don't know any girls that fit that particular bill right now. I guess that's a good thing.