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Pony: vivid dream
5.15.2001
Craziest spring dreams last night. Dreamt that I went to a Korean restaurant called Fright. The name was carved out of wood and hung on the wall.
It is important to note that at that time I had a seal in my bag that I had rescued (from a swimming pool that was draining due to cutbacks on water and the pool kept getting smaller, to boot. They were gonna turn the seals into coats) and and a fish that I was going to feed to the seal when I got home. I was worried about the state of the seal.
Someone said: 'Fright is a bad name for a restaurant. it makes you think of an old lady home alone.' I left the restaurant because I was no longer hungry.
The question was: how was I going to kill the fish to feed the seal? The only thing I can kill is mosquitoes. (in real life I don't eat fish. As a kid I found them sacred or something.) Now here comes the overt sexual imagery: Some woman took the fish out of my bag and demonstrated how to kill it. She threw it onto the ground and it turned into a cucumber(!!)
I got home but it was my grandmother's old apartment. She was dead already, so I was there with Adam. We were gonna watch TV in the den. I called out to the living room "bye grandma!" kind of wistfully and then her voice called back: "goodnight dolly!" I t was her ghost. But I was not afraid.